Im back. After the "crash test" I did not crash out. They are just putting me trough tonnes of different emotions
Life cannot chill at all. Im really expecting a lot from myself. I have lent money to people I dont even know if they will repay me at all. Im really not helping my cause to buy the car. Other than this? Physically Im feeling way better than before. The fucken "syndrom odstawienny" seems to be wearing off after my anti depressants.
apart from shitting out a literal puddle of blood
I mean, thats the problem for the future me that has a doctors appointment scheduled already. So we chillin. My life is getting kinda boring lately... now it hits hard...
Alright.... yeah... apart from physically - mentally tho? Its a whole different topic. The mood swings are killing me
I dunno if anyone is even reading any of this at this point. Thats why it keeps getting shorter. idk
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